Today I got a very swift kick in the butt of a remineder that I just went through cancer and I need to be much more gentle on myself. I've tried to just right back into life and it's hurting and full of resistance and hard. Today, I get to remember that play is more important than work, and that I am not meant to live my life the way most people live their lives and that's OK. I get to remember that life isn't meant to be hard and more work than play. I forgot and what happened is that my body started hurting. My thoughts started to become rigid. My emotions started to bottle up and stay stuck. I came here knowing that I am not anyone but myself, and in that knowledge comes the freedom of living my life the way I need to live it and not the way anyone else needs to live theirs! Whew.....I feel like I just took a very big weight off my shoulders by just saying that. I get to me and it's my choice to embrace me or not and when I don't things start to get stuck and forceful and I don't like living that way!
So in today is a new day, I get to start remembering that my spirit and Divine Creator are the most important relationships that I can work on, everything and everyone else, gets to be second, and will work out just fine if I am prioritizing what's most important to me.
I JUST WENT THROUGH A YEAR OF CANCER AND IT'S OK FOR ME TO LIVE LIFE IN A MORE GENTLE AND LOVING WAY!! That was my own reminder! Thanks Cheryl for helping me out of that one.....:)
Saturday, January 30, 2010
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